Went camping with my family and friends and had a blast! Took some amazing photos and ate s'mores/banana boats and went to the pool/lake and had the best time ever. Got a souvenir shirt from the camps shop the "Canteen" and also got some multi-colored crystals, stones, and shells from the beach. My whole summer was definitely one to remember. So happy right now, life's great. Blessed Be!
If you want to give reviews on free products sent to your door, use this link below to sign up under me to help me. It's Smiley360 and is 100% legit and safe. http://h5.sml360.com/-/1a7wx Eagle day at my high school is basically a day in August before the school year starts that you get to pick out your locker, see your schedule, order your yearbook, and find your classes (etc.). I wouldn't know what you would call that for other schools. Well eagle day this year fell on August 19th. I got their and (surprise-surprise) I had everyone staring at me and pointing and talking about me. Whether good or bad, I have no idea, but I sure felt self-concious. I didn't show my nerves though, because this year in not backing down. I won't let anyone walk all over me like before. I'm gonna be a strong and independent woman, and no ones gonna stop me. I grab my yearbook forms and picture forms and stuff and sure enough I went to go get my schedule at station #4 and this sophomore bi*** cuts infront of me when I was waiting paitently in line. I am appalled at this point and I tap her (at least I think it's a girl, it could be either though) on the shoulder and she turns around and I lost it. I say in a rude and loud tone "hey, I'm not invisible. HEY. I was in line, RUDE! Don't you EVER cut in line again. I have places to be too, ya know!?" And she just looks at me. I called her a "bit**" and told her to step back in line, and she backed off. I got my schedule and finished all that I had to do. I was already nervous, and with everyone talking about me and with me having to remember certain things and with me worried about if I'll be in 10th again or in 11th finally I was scared and having a hard day already, like I said, I'm taking no bull this year. I'm sick of being pushed around, I'm not that sweet and innocent little girl I used to be. Anyways, so right when we are about to leave I take a closer look at my schedule and realize I have a teacher on their who used to torment me and bully me and stuff. He would say I was one of the most worthless students in his freshman classes and that I was a giant waste of his time and he'd give me E's when I clearly deserved at least a B if not A. I went to the office and requested my schedule to be changed to the other teacher in the school who teaches the same class. Then when I got in my vehicle, I realized that means either I get my new schedule on the first day of school, or I have to talk to my guidance counselor at school who I've been trying to avoid. I had a certain issue last year that I'll touch up on later and I was called down and he called up my mother and made her waste money on gas and a doctors appointment when I'm perfectly healthy and i have a high IQ and I am perfectly sane. Here's a summarized easy to follow not giving all the deats yet tho cause that's for another entry background story as to why: I go to a ghetto school near Detroit so a lot of the desks in my classes are torn up, well I was messing around with my ex-bestfriend and I slipped and got scratched on my hip from the piece of metal sticking out of the desk. A girl who hated me lied to him and said that I cut myself their so no one would see. I have had issues in the past with depression and self harm and so on and so forth and it was in my school records so he believed her naturally and he called me down. Now, even tho he's supposed to be a professional, he even agreed that she was acting funny when she told him and that I seemed perfectly fine to him, but even though his better judgement told him I was telling the truth and she was lying, he still f**king called my mother FROM WORK. Telling her these bullshit lies. He said "oh, no it couldn't be the desk, we don't want a lawsuit on our hands, let's just label her crazy and pretend nothing happened. He hid the chair in the school basement, and made my mom get me to a doctor otherwise he would've called CPS (child protective services) and then when we went their my doctor was shocked at the report, finding me amusing and kind and that I reminded her of her own daughter. She checked the cuts and agreed they were from a rusty old metal school desk, and said I was perfectly healthy physically and mentally other then me being slightly over weight. She signed off on the doctors note and found his reaction horrible. We went back to the school the following school day and talked to him, you know what happened next?? He wanted to save his ass, that's what. He looked concerned reading the doctors note, almost nervous, then he goes with a shaky voice "oh well, I guess she's fine.. Bu-but she still needs counseling for being shy! Yes, shy! It's bad and you don't know, usually the shy ones end up being serial killers, I must take her out of class each week for a session, yes." My mother, in shock for multiple reasons and one being the fact that you can tell he's jittery, the other that when she was in school she didn't have very many friends and she too was shy and she turned out outgoing and happy and having a pretty good life so she took personal offense to that especially cause I'm her daughter, says "oh my god, are you serious?! Shyness is a personality trait. Not something to be 'fixed'. My daughter is perfectly fine, just ask her DOCTOR! She has many friends and is very outgoing, she just shys away from new people or unfamiliar surroundings, it's her personality. She gets over it. There is nothing WRONG with her! She ESPECIALLY doesn't need counseling for being shy! What?!" He responds: "she could me mental, we should look into having her turned into a mental school asylum for teens, a juvy hall would suit" my mother, pissed off at this point: "what the hell is wrong with you?! Especially to want to take her out of classes once a week, taking away her education for something she doesn't need, she has enough trouble as it is with grades! Leave her alone! She isn't crazy, you, sir, are the crazy one!!!" And yeah it was this big thing. Ever since then I've avoided him and he hates me and I hate him. He tried calling a bus to get me picked Up from school to make sure I went to that juvy school he mentioned for the crazies. And now I'm petrified of having to talk to him incase I need to change my schedule, cause what if he pulls some kinda bull like that again?!?! Anyways... So I think the best thing that came out of eagle day was the fact that as I was walking out the door, I looked at the papers I received, and realized it said 11th grade! YES! I'm a junior!!!!! WHOOP WHOOP YAHOOOOOOOYAH!!!!!!! YAY! So excited. Maybe I will graduate on time, starting junior year as a 16 year old. Life is a roller coaster, but every one has their bad and good days. I know I'll survive. Stay strong my fellow readers, life gets better, I promise. I've been in pretty dark situations, but lift your head up, I'm here for you, your spouse is here for you, your best friend, family, parents, teachers, sibling, babysitter, nanny, home room teacher, whoever it may be, we all are cheering for you. You're gonna do great in life, I promise, I believe in you! :) Blessed be... ***NOTE*** All pictures here of me were taken on/during Eagle day. Just sayin. Lol. P.s. (I love this pentacle someone crafted, want one so bad! Wish there was a freebie site for Wiccans LOL 'yeah, right'.) Looked professional on Tuesday, had a GM presentation to attend. Phyllis and Annie worked over the summer for GM and they invited me to come to the presentation, their last day of work is today (Friday). They did such a great job and I'm so happy for them/proud of them. So glad I was able to attend and support them. They looked so pretty. I was pretty darn dashing myself, haha. ;) Blessed be! Sorry for posting this so late, it's cause I had Eagle day yesterday. (I'll explain in another entry) speaking of which, I have exciting news! Stay tuned to find Out what it is!!! ***RANT*** I've learned that people who push their beliefs on you, or push you to learn/hear theirs, are not people we need on earth. I support that we all have freedom to express ourselves and believe in what we want and think what we want, but to a point, you should know right from wrong, and you should never push your religion or absence of religion on others, and you should never push your beliefs or thoughts on others, debating is up for grabs but isn't worth anyone's time, you should have the freedom to believe in whatever- whoever you want, without someone denying you that freedom and trying to talk about their beliefs or trying to say you're "wrong". In such cases, nobody is "wrong". We have no PROOF either way, and until we DO have proof, let the Christians pray, the Wiccans preform spells, the atheists research, etc. No need to say the word "no" when talking about religion or beliefs, and if you're the one who's ASKING someone what their thoughts are on a certain subject, don't criticize them, don't say they are "WRONG" don't say "no, it's this way..." Cause guess what? Your way isn't the ONLY way. For all we know, ALL religions could be real, and they live in harmony together similar to Greek gods and goddesses or similar to fairytale books, or even similar to "Santa, the tooth fairy, the Easter bunny", in a place we can't reach due to the humans ignorance we all have. OR. For all we know none of that can exist, for all we know the atheists have it all figured out, that everything goes to science and that this was all some "mistake" or "accident" or "coincidence". We may never know, but until that day comes, I stand for all religions or non religions. I stand for the pursuit of happiness, I stand for everyone's right, in America, to believe in whoever or whatever they want, and when I say this, I don't mean the people who push their religion on others or say others are "wrong" for disagreeing, I mean the people who understand others have their own opinions, and are okay with that, and are content with their own, like me. I hate when someone asks me "oh, what's your beliefs or opinion on this so-and-so topic" and I tell them my "opinion/religion", if you will, and I get judged for it, or they say "no, you're wrong. This is the 'truth' and this is what really happened..." Like no. First of all, I don't wanna hear your bullshi* explanation of what you think happened if you won't even consider my theory, (cause that's all both of ours is, just theories), second of all, I could be right, I could also be wrong, but there's no proof of it, none here as far as I could tell. I'm not hurting anyone, not causing harm to me or anyone else, I'm only bringing hope, faith, and happiness to myself. If I can share it, I'd be happy to, if someone wants to know about my beliefs and not judge and not say any of the bull sh** I just listed, I'll be happy to INFORM you, that doesn't mean I expect you to throw your hands in the air and say "hallelujah, I've seen the light, I must join your religion", it also doesn't mean I expect you to be at all interested or want to know more in great detail, all I would be doing, and only cause YOU asked, is informing you about what I believe, and hoping you take that information and use it as you will, just to help you get a greater understanding of how others belief systems work and how they differ, almost like a learning experience, like a essay your teacher would ask you to write if she wanted you to learn about how things differ in certain societies, never would I FORCE my beliefs upon you, though, and I'd only bring it up in the first place if you asked or if YOU brought it up. If I'm bringing peace to myself, I don't see why it's such a bad thing. Please, keep your dumba** opinion to yourselves if all you wanna do is debate and argue. I believe in peace and happiness for all, I have a right to my own, so don't come knocking on my door saying I'm a "sinner" or whatever the hell you call it in your belief system that you've chosen. Just thought I'd put this rant out there. Sorry. Blessed be, or good day. *** ***RANT*** I've learned that people who push their beliefs on you, or push you to learn/hear theirs, are not people we need on earth. I support that we all have freedom to express ourselves and believe in what we want and think what we want, but to a point, you should know right from wrong, and you should never push your religion or absence of religion on others, and you should never push your beliefs or thoughts on others, debating is up for grabs but isn't worth anyone's time, you should have the freedom to believe in whatever- whoever you want, without someone denying you that freedom and trying to talk about their beliefs or trying to say you're "wrong". In such cases, nobody is "wrong". We have no PROOF either way, and until we DO have proof, let the Christians pray, the Wiccans preform spells, the atheists research, etc. No need to say the word "no" when talking about religion or beliefs, and if you're the one who's ASKING someone what their thoughts are on a certain subject, don't criticize them, don't say they are "WRONG" don't say "no, it's this way..." Cause guess what? Your way isn't the ONLY way. For all we know, ALL religions could be real, and they live in harmony together similar to Greek gods and goddesses or similar to fairytale books, or even similar to "Santa, the tooth fairy, the Easter bunny", in a place we can't reach due to the humans ignorance we all have. OR. For all we know none of that can exist, for all we know the atheists have it all figured out, that everything goes to science and that this was all some "mistake" or "accident" or "coincidence". We may never know, but until that day comes, I stand for all religions or non religions. I stand for the pursuit of happiness, I stand for everyone's right, in America, to believe in whoever or whatever they want, and when I say this, I don't mean the people who push their religion on others or say others are "wrong" for disagreeing, I mean the people who understand others have their own opinions, and are okay with that, and are content with their own, like me. I hate when someone asks me "oh, what's your beliefs or opinion on this so-and-so topic" and I tell them my "opinion/religion", if you will, and I get judged for it, or they say "no, you're wrong. This is the 'truth' and this is what really happened..." Like no. First of all, I don't wanna hear your bullshi* explanation of what you think happened if you won't even consider my theory, (cause that's all both of ours is, just theories), second of all, I could be right, I could also be wrong, but there's no proof of it, none here as far as I could tell. I'm not hurting anyone, not causing harm to me or anyone else, I'm only bringing hope, faith, and happiness to myself. If I can share it, I'd be happy to, if someone wants to know about my beliefs and not judge and not say any of the bull sh** I just listed, I'll be happy to INFORM you, that doesn't mean I expect you to throw your hands in the air and say "hallelujah, I've seen the light, I must join your religion", it also doesn't mean I expect you to be at all interested or want to know more in great detail, all I would be doing, and only cause YOU asked, is informing you about what I believe, and hoping you take that information and use it as you will, just to help you get a greater understanding of how others belief systems work and how they differ, almost like a learning experience, like a essay your teacher would ask you to write if she wanted you to learn about how things differ in certain societies, never would I FORCE my beliefs upon you, though, and I'd only bring it up in the first place if you asked or if YOU brought it up. If I'm bringing peace to myself, I don't see why it's such a bad thing. Please, keep your dumba** opinion to yourselves if all you wanna do is debate and argue. I believe in peace and happiness for all, I have a right to my own, so don't come knocking on my door saying I'm a "sinner" or whatever the hell you call it in your belief system that you've chosen. Just thought I'd put this rant out there. Sorry. Blessed be, or good day. *** Just putting it out there, I'm no where near catholic or Christian. Nor will I ever be. ~ Mind you, I was half asleep when I typed this rant, so any spelling mistakes or comma splices that occur are thanks to my 0 hours of sleep cause of period cramps, ik ik, TMI. Posted this a while ago on my personal Facebook, thought I'd share it with my blog readers. Hope you keep an open mind and understand where I'm coming from. I'll be posting in a few days an explanation on my religion and what's it about and how it works and so on and so forth. Like I said, it's STRICTLY for educational purposes only, just want my readers to see others views and be more open about the world around them. (BTW I'm a Wiccan/Pagan). Thank you, and Blessed Be. We all know, most sample/freebie sites are scams... But what you didn't know, is that there are a lot of sites out their who give out free samples, promotional items, gifts, etc. and it comes in the mail, 100% risk free! You don't have to put in any sort of credit or debit, all you do is put in your information and BAM! Just like that it's on your door step in no time! I will be giving you tips and tricks on how to get the best and legit ones, so continue reading this blog entry so you can receive free stuff by mail too! Tips and Tricks: • When signing up for freebies, their are some websites that don't require Email or Phone, but for others, it's mandatory. I personally, must use at least my email no matter mandatory or not for my freebies, so that they can track my order and give me confirmation. My tip for this, is to create a FREE Gmail account, specifically for the use of freebies, this way when they require you to subscribe to their E-newsletter, you don't have to clog up your personal Email or Junk mail with freebie site spam mail. You still get the freebies, but don't get the scams, best of both worlds! In addition, if you wanna keep your freebie email organized (cause some freebie websites ask you to confirm your order or email) then you can always ***after recieveing the item in the mail already*** unsubscribe to their email lists. • Know what you want? Go to Google.com and search (for example) "Free sample pens" a list of websites will pop up showing businesses giving away free "pens" or other freebie websites. If you are unfamiliar with these types of things, you can always go to one of the suggested freebie websites down below that I trust, and see what they offer. • For my blog readers who are under 18, (with parents permission) always put your birth year to 18 years old or older. Some freebies are only available to 18+. Not saying inappropriate things, either. When I was a newbie to this sort of thing I put in my actual age before and they said I couldn't get the MAKEUP freebie, because I was under 18. Not supporting the youngsters getting free knives or blades or other weapons in the mail, which yes, you CAN do adults. - Which brings me to my other tip, parents, make sure you keep an eye on what your children/teens/young adults are getting in the mail, we don't want any harm to come to them or anyone around them. I am not responsible for the injury or deaths of your youngins due to your incompetence as a parent/gaurdian for not realizing their mentality or that they ordered razor blade freebies in the mail when they don't own a knife and they are depressed. • We all know that their are restaurants who give free meals on your birthday, and grocery stores that give you coupons for your birthday, but how about free GIFTS on your birthday?! That's right. I'm here to tell you that when signing up for certain newsletters for brands online, every year you can get gifts from them by mail or store pickup for your birthday. All you need is to sign up once, you don't have to do this annually, just once and you're set for the rest of your life. Some places require you to go to the brands store to pickup your free gift, and in those cases you must show some form of ID, but it's all worth it. I'll show you below. • If you have any Questions/Concerns or if you'd like to hear more tips and tricks, please comment below or email me at [email protected]. Thank you so much and stay tuned for more! Websites that I love to receive free stuff from in the mail are: • Influesnter.com • BuzzFeed.com • VonBeau.com • PinchMe.com • Hunt4Freebies.com • Etc. Websites that you must be part owner with a business for: • MarcoPromotionalProducts.com • 4Imprints.com • EPromos.com (NOTE I've had a horrible experience with them, I'm putting it on here cause I want my viewers to spread the word, this is a HORRIBLE company! They say they give freebies and never do, they change prices while IN YOUR CART, and they will call up your home phone and yell at you! Never buy from them!) •Etc. Birthday freebie sites/newsletter sign ups: • Sephora.com • Ulta.com • BareMinerals.com • SmashBoxCosmetics.com • Tarte.com • BirthdayComp.com • Etc. BLESSED BE! My blog will basically be a Journal, showing me and my life as I grow and change into a beautiful intelligent young woman. Hence the name of my website, I'm Susie (owner and founder) and I will also be posting advice, tips/tricks, life hacks, points of views and opinions, etc. on this blog. Comments and communications welcome! Enclosed is a Picture of Susie (me). If you'd like to know more about the founder of SusiesTipsAndTricks.Weebly.Com, I'll be posting a entry soon enough about general facts about me. Thanks for your support and curiousity! Blessed be. |
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